FckMyHeart's blog: "Have you ever.."

Have you ever felt out of your own body...
as though your watching in....
seeing all ur movements...
you dont know where to begin....
you see yourself cry...
as you fall to your knees....
you see in your eyes you want to die....
but your praying to god please...

have you ever felt not yourself...
as though you were someone else....
looking in the mirror...
you see a stranger...
it is our fear...
that puts us in danger...

have you ever felt like your not even real...
as though your in a movie...
and all you feel is fake....
you go by the lines...
never worrying whats at stake...

have you ever wondered why this poem makes sense...
because like you...ive felt this way too...
we lose thought of ourselves...
and dont know what to do...
we run...and find a different path...
one that will make us something else...

one more question...just from thought...
have you ever wanted to just know who you are...
without it being sought...
that is something...we must feel alone...
for we are only people...
one is not the same...
so when you cant find yourself...
your the only one to blame.