FckMyHeart's blog: "I'd fall"

They fall so endlessly -- Down my broken face
Like a river with no water -- Im an empty disgrace

Lost with out feelings -- I dont know where I belong
I cant stop the flow -- The tears have fallen for so long

My heart is black and dead -- My world is cold n' bare
Abandoned in this road -- Of loneliness and despair

You left me with out an answer -- Left me crying on my knees
So I sit here once again -- Miserable and wondering

What happened to me n' you? --What exactly went wrong?
Was I not good enough? -- Not good enough all along?

I sit a top this world -- And look down up on you
Youve moved on long ago -- And I know I should too

You just cloud my vision -- My tears fall in memory
My heart bleeds more -- Im dying inside me

I take this rope around my neck -- I take my final breath
There falls a note -- As I fall to my death

It said how much I loved you -- How you left me all behind
And as youre reading this -- I hope you die inside

It said how I needed your love -- How my life, I lived for you
It said I couldnt let go -- Now I die for you too'

And the final line that I wrote -- Was live in wretchedness 
Until the day you die -- Live in loneliness

Splattered from top to bottom -- Blood along the walls
Read my red message --With out you Id fall.