In my dreams, I am haunted by dark, forbidden pleasures, a love I can never have.  It tears my soul apart everytime I close my eyes.  I try to run from it, but it draws me back in.  I can't resist it, the eternal love it offers.  How can I run from that dark eternal love?  That spriritual, erotic connection that my body and soul crave so much.  What man is out there, pulling me to him, to his eternal love?  I know he's out there, but where?  I must find him.