yay...hans helped me remember chris...fuckin a. *sigh* it's been over a year since me and chris broke up and i'm STILL not over him! so yea...fall out boy "sugar we're going down" is my and chris' song. damn you.
happier note, i went shoppin today. i've really been going shoppin a lot this year...i have to make sure it doesnt become a habit! but i got my prom dress today. it's really pretty, i'll put pix of it up in a week. i have to let kenny know now so he can "coordinate". apperantly it's part of a formula that only kenny's mom knows (and she has to teach me!) lol, i love her, she's amazingly awsome ^_^
i also got new shoes, 2 pairs of pj pants, make up, nail polish, silver sharpies (omfg yay!!!)...and i'm sure there's more but i cant remember now. i'm wearin the corona pj pants right now that i found in the guys section of TJ Maxx. i'm really really tempted to wear these to school monday since i'll be in the theater from 10:30 am til the end of the day. dunno...
i dunno...i think i'm just gonna go sleep off the small depression i feel, it wasnt my fault and i guess i'll get over it. well i guess it is my fault cuz i knew better. o well, as i told lonnie, life goes on. thankfully my music will keep me emo for the night.
FUCK!!! paper still to do :( AND choosin my college!! check has to be in by tuesday of this week (wow may 1st really snuck up on me). wish me luck.
i really should've gotten high these past couple of nights...even if i dont need it for anything. i'm tryin to find other things to get natural highs from...like being excited to listen to my mp3 during the day...basically takin pleasure in life instead of needing or wantin drugs...damn it's hard tho...
