That was my day today... Ok there was no actual ass-fucking but I felt like I got raped by the world today! My moment of happiness was short lived. I have no idea why certain people go out of their way to ruin my day and then tell me that they love me... Are all parents like that? And then she has the gall to ask me why I do not visit more often... Then I have issues with someone who has a longer conversation with this very same mother than they do me... I am so mad right now that I cannot even think. No, I am not mad. I am disappointed. I am very disappointed. I try to always be there for whoever in my life needs me yet I do not get the same. If I call you crying, don't tell me that you have to go talk to some guy about something irrelevant. That does nothing to help me get over whatever made me cry. As far as I am concerned everyone at this moment can bite me. I have nothing poetic to pretty up this incoherent rough draft of thoughts. This is me in my raw, unpretty and over feeling state. Maybe tomorrow I will be nicer. But don't count on it.
