tater tot king owner of The Four Seasons's blog: "for my friends"

ok so everyone knows this does not apply to anyone on here so dont take offense to it but why does it seem like all my friends that live around me or have known me more then 5 years see me as a freaking bank to borrow money from me i mean this shit seriously gets to me i mean yeah i have nearly 1k in the bank but still i fucking worked for that money i mean i offer people money to help them but i dont plan on getting that money back but when someone ask me for money and they cant tell me when i will get it back come on that shit just pisses me off sigh this is the shit that gets to me i have such a big heart it hurts me to say no to them but i cant put myself in the red and for the longest time i have been living paycheck to pay check and i am finally not doing it but i am trying mym damnest to keep it that way got sometimes people piss me off ok i am done venting sorry

i am starting to think i am going to end up doing something i never thought i would do in my life in the next 10 months i am thinking about enlisting in the military in the marines not cause i care for this counrty not cause i want the money and to improve my life with that money but last week i met someone who is doing it for the same reason i am, if i can get over my issue i want to inlist so another person can come home to there loving family, so there mother and there father can be with them, i know i am a great shot i know i fire straight and true so basically if i do comtinue with this and something happenes to me i want all my friend not to be sad i want them to always remember i did it for a good thing not for myself but for another human being and if i have shared anything with you i want you to cotinue with your life and not be sad for anytime spent around me or with me should be happy so dont live in regrete like i do dont live in the past live in the future and remember only the good i dont know if i can carry out with this but i know i want to so another person can spend time with the loving family i dont have god bless and god speed