i am starting to think i am going to end up doing something i never thought i would do in my life in the next 10 months i am thinking about enlisting in the military in the marines not cause i care for this counrty not cause i want the money and to improve my life with that money but last week i met someone who is doing it for the same reason i am, if i can get over my issue i want to inlist so another person can come home to there loving family, so there mother and there father can be with them, i know i am a great shot i know i fire straight and true so basically if i do comtinue with this and something happenes to me i want all my friend not to be sad i want them to always remember i did it for a good thing not for myself but for another human being and if i have shared anything with you i want you to cotinue with your life and not be sad for anytime spent around me or with me should be happy so dont live in regrete like i do dont live in the past live in the future and remember only the good i dont know if i can carry out with this but i know i want to so another person can spend time with the loving family i dont have god bless and god speed
