ok so everyone knows this does not apply to anyone on here so dont take offense to it but why does it seem like all my friends that live around me or have known me more then 5 years see me as a freaking bank to borrow money from me i mean this shit seriously gets to me i mean yeah i have nearly 1k in the bank but still i fucking worked for that money i mean i offer people money to help them but i dont plan on getting that money back but when someone ask me for money and they cant tell me when i will get it back come on that shit just pisses me off sigh this is the shit that gets to me i have such a big heart it hurts me to say no to them but i cant put myself in the red and for the longest time i have been living paycheck to pay check and i am finally not doing it but i am trying mym damnest to keep it that way got sometimes people piss me off ok i am done venting sorry
