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Been a while since I have posted on here.. but here goes... I've notices alot of changes on here over the years.. some good and some not.. It is what it is. Still trying to figure why the bots are still around on here.. not just the chick but dudes as well... WTF is it with dudes asking if I have KIK or hangouts.... isn't hang outs a place for hook ups? Guess they are taking the bar thing way to seroiusly... It seems to be the noobs that are asking...Its like they keep coming out of the woodwork.... Appearantly they dont know how to read a persons profile... LOL.. Heres to the Fu's that know that this is a game and play it well.....(B)(b) to you.....
Have you ever?
have you ever wished you could run away from your problems?not with alcohol or with drugs but away from everything?kids squabbling, your mates small mindedness, The mate that makes an issue out of the smallest insignificate things? Have you ever wished you could run away from the job that you do because you have to, because you cant afford not to have that job? do you wish you could run away from having to sacrafice about everything you think or do? We all know that we can escape in the internet, music, a book or watching a movie. but you just cant run away. because the same issues always find you or you find them every time you turn around. Do you wish you could ever run away? if so where would you go?
My new journey will start in 4 more days. I will be reunited with my youngest son. I can hardly wait. I talk with my son on the phone serveral times a day and got to see him on webcam lastnight. I feel so blessed to have found him and now we are going to ge together again :D
Family and friends
I have recently been in contact with my youngest son. One that i havent seen in over 15 years. He was adopted by a family member that abused him and treated him like crap. Now he and i will be reunited after all this time. He will be coming to Washington this month to stay with me. I few have said that they feel that they feel as if they have been pushed to the side. but if you were in my shoes wouldnt you do anything you could for your child. Would you judge someone based on a photo of that person with out getting to know the person for who he is? I mean come on since when does having tatoos mean that the kid is a hoodloom? Yes this upsets me that some think they can judge someone when they dont have kids nor have they walked a mile in my shoes. but yet they think they can tell me whats the best thing to do or not do. to those that have kids im sure you can relate. it doesnt matter the amount of time that has transpired, your child is just that your child and you will still do anything to protect them and help them. Needed to vent and share my great news. My son is finally coming home.. his real home.. Please Comment your thoughts
Family and friends
I have recently been in contact with my youngest son. One that i havent seen in over 15 years. He was adopted by a family member that abused him and treated him like crap. Now he and i will be reunited after all this time. He will be coming to Washington this month to stay with me. I few have said that they feel that they feel as if they have been pushed to the side. but if you were in my shoes wouldnt you do anything you could for your child. Would you judge someone based on a photo of that person with out getting to know the person for who he is? I mean come on since when does having tatoos mean that the kid is a hoodloom? Yes this upsets me that some think they can judge someone when they dont have kids nor have they walked a mile in my shoes. but yet they think they can tell me whats the best thing to do or not do. to those that have kids im sure you can relate. it doesnt matter the amount of time that has transpired, your child is just that your child and you will still do anything to protect them and help them. Needed to vent and share my great news. My son is finally coming home.. his real home.. Please Comment your thoughts
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she though she had it all
the love of her man
the ring he gave her on her hand.
the future looked bright
to any one in sight.
one day that changed
she didnt understand
what had happened
to her beloved man.
she waited for the call
that never came. she wanted
to hear his voice all the same.
she misses his words
across the phone line.
the way he told her he would
til the end of time.
but time ran out
like the sand in a glass.
she knew that her time of love
had finally past.
she still longs for what she
cant seem to find.. and that is
the sound of her love. telling her
everything will be fine.
how long must she wait for
that day to come. will it be
weeks
months
years or lifetimes.. until her love
realizes that she still loves him
that shes been waiting for him.
that hes hurt her.. but her pain
has made her stronger.
will she ever have it all?
I feel as though ive
fallen through the cracks
no one sees me for who i am
who i want to be, for who i was.
No one to hold my hand,
or look in my eyes
or hold me in their arms
in the pouring rain.
No one is what i was born
no one is what i am
and no one is what ill be when i die.
No one to grieve my passing
no one to even care
no one will even remember me.
No tears, no joy, no heartbreak. No Nothing.
so nothing for nothing.. sounds about right
when those that stroll by see my tombstone in the
pale moon light. they dont see the words just the
words. no one special.. never has and never was.
