So...I got told that I was a foolish little girl. Not for doing something w/o thinking, but for wanting something that no one thinks exists. I was on the subject of marriage. There are days that I am glad that I am no longer engaged, but then there are also days that I really just wish I was married. So of course I got asked, "Why?" I just want to be with someone that wants to come home to me every night and that even though we may fight and disagree, i still fall in love w/ him everyday. "Foolish little girl. Don't you know that no one marries for love anymore. There is nothing about love in marriage. No one even knows what a marriage is anymore, but there is definetly no love about it." Wow. Really? Am I fighting a lost cause? Does no one really do that anymore? Does no one believe that true love really exists? So if no one marries for love, then what do they marry for? Money? Security? Now don't get me wrong. I definetly know that there are no fairy tale marriages out there but can't you still have one in this day and age that is close enough? Or is all that hope lost? Maybe I am oblivious to what really is going on, but that is ok with me. I would rather hope for true love and believe its out there than think that it doesn't exist. Who knows, maybe I am just a foolish little girl.....
