I miss you. Yea, that is really hard to say. I want to keep pretending that I am strong and I can go on without you. Each day gets harder, each hour seems longer, and each pain worsens without you here to heal them. Though, I ask myself how can you miss someone when you don't know who it is you are missing? The mysterious persona that visits me in my dreams and leaves when i awake, leaving me alone and the pain that you aren't there worsens. My bed becomes colder and more unwelcoming as the nights pass and I have no arms to hold me. Then I lay and wonder if you miss me too. Maybe you do. Even if it was only just the tiniest amount it would suffice. Just to know that I crossed your mind for that tiny second. That maybe you have the same dreams that I do. The wonderful places we see, the passionate nights we share, and the comfort of each other's company. Maybe.
I hope you know that I will keep your spot warm until you decide to come around. I am hoping that you don't take too long because the darkness gets very lonely without you. Just remember, you should always kiss me goodnight and I won't let you sleep until you do. But you knew that, just like you know everything else. You are wonderful that way. So, I will say it again. I miss you. I truly, honestly do. Please baby, come to bed........
