Chorus-I havent felt this way in a long time, so lonely, scared, confused,
ive been straying away on the sidelines, leading a twisted view,
i havent felt this way in a long time, lost cuz down i fell,
i just wanna find the right mind, i just want to find myself-end chorus
i havent felt this way in a long time, i need to find my way,
but the lights been lost, and ive been crossed, night never turns to day,
and the shadows cast, i never pass, my life has passed me by,
reminiscing, empty promises, and i ask myself why
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i havent felt this way in a long time, on my emotions i dwell
they rise to the top, they never stop, like an overflowing well,
there i go, im gone again, always running away scared,
i fake myself, i hate myself, cuz myself i cant bear
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i havent felt this way in a long time, so cold and insecure,
so misunderstood, so evil not good, yet my powers are so pure,
the break is clean, to fake the scene, but now caught up in the act,
but i know i cant hide, the feelings inside, or miss how you react,
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i havent felt this way in a long time, the excuses still remain,
it cant be denied, that theres been lies, and i still feel the pain,
but what you know and what i show are completely different things
the defines by flawless design to take away the sting
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i havent felt this way in a long time, so honest and so true
tell me again, how it all began, why i opened up to you
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