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I'm all smiles
Laughter filling the room
Everything seems perfect
Everything seems great.
I call him to tell him I love him
He tells me he loves me
I hang up with a smile
Close my eyes and imagine us together
As soon as I open my eyes,
I burst into tears
I know what comes next
I know the pain and can feel my heart aching already
A fear overwhelmes me
Starts to kill me slowly
As I fear losing him
I just can't do it
I can't lose him again
Can't see him with another
My heart isn't strong enough anymore
So fragile to even the thought
I know what comes next
I'm mad at myself for becoming happy
For smiling and laughing
It feels so wrong
Cause it scares me so much
If I lose him
I don't think I can go on
I have fallen in love
And love doesn't seem that great
Like a roller coaster
I'm going higher and higher
We're at the top
Everything is great
I know what comes next
And I just relized I'm scared of heights.