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WELL IM AM VERY WELL TAKEN AINT ON HERE LOOKIN FOR LOVE AN ALL THAT JUST FRIENDS AN ALL BUT NUTTIN MORE JUST LETTING YA'LL KNOW IM GETTIN MARRIED IN A YEAR TO ONE OF MY BESTFRIEND WE SET A DATE AN ALL ... LOVE YOU BABY ... I DO WRITE POEMS SO HALF THIS PROFILE HAS POEMS IN IT HOPE YA'' LIKE THEM .. IM A MOTHER OF TWO GREAT KIDS ONE HAS AUSTIM MY GIRL DOES AN MY SON HE HAS BIPOLER SO THEY ARE MY WORLD AS MY HUSBAND IS WELL SOON TO BE IM JUST AN OUT GOIN GAL I LOVE CHATTIN ON HERE AN MYSPACE AN YAHOO AN AIM I DONT LIKE TO PLAY GAMES WITH PEOPLES FEELINGS ... WELL I DONT KNOW WHAT MORE TO SAY SO HERE YA GO
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Life’s so funny ......
I think I’m loosing my mind
I’m laughing so hard
I just may cry
Shit don’t faze me no more
Life’s just one big joke
The story of my life
Ha! I could write a book.
Shit happens life’s a bitch
But as long as I’m here
I might as well make the
best of it.
So I’m gonna do what
I want to do..
Fuck what people say
It’s my life damn it
I’m gonna live it my way!

Life's Next Step

Walking away from the familiar and known
Sometimes we can’t change the speeds at which we grow;
All of it is synchronicity, you see,
One moment leading onto another.
Moments feeling eternal
other times fleeting. The changes coming
Often: whether we want them or not,
But some are a surprise
As I found out the other day
When my life ascended into a new moment
Leaving the old and safe, behind.
A new horizon bathes me in light,
Music feels good and once again my smile,
A new life ahead of me
The old falling like dead skin,
Leaving a trail behind. Me, feeling reborn
Life’s Next Step A moment's journey
Shaping an eternity.



life lessons

Like a child released from punishment
into beckoning rays of weekend sun
I am tied no more to any shame
since over my anguish I’ve finally won.
Hidden away in the darkened corners
no redemption seemed sure to come my way
so I remained locked within such despair
believing I had nothing more to say.
But from smoking ashes of buried rage
cooled by many rains of sorrowful tears
an archangel rises in much glory
to slay my own demons with shield and spear.
Like an explorer sailing global seas
under countless stars that direct the course
there are no obstacles to hinder me
since my will has become a striving force.
Hidden away in the darkened corners
believing I had nothing more to say.
It is strange how one can instantly change
when the price of growth seems expensive to pay





................. LOVE YOU DJ MY SOON TO BE HUSBAND :*