I hide myself and theres no one I care to talk to. Theres only you. I anxiously await the day till I see you again. I try to keep myself distant to avoid hearing your voice. Your voice is the reason I'm hear and for that I have given my life to you. Am I pathetic to give such a thing to someone I know I cannot have but I gladly will listen to every breath in anticapation Longing for words you will never say to me but still I punish myself. Someone please tell me why I do this to myself. I count the days till I can see u again and I so wish my dreams were something close to my future. As long as seeing u is part of the future than everything is okay. To be continued.........
