I am sooooo thoroughly disgusted at some close "friends" right now it's not even funny!
I've been off doing my good deeds, accepting requests, buying drinks, showing love TO OTHERS all the while stewing MADLY over some SHIT.
Well... really I've had it. I do stuff for others cuz I WANT TO and to HELP out... NEVER do I ask for ANYTHING in return. However, common curteousy goes a LONG WAY with me. If you say you're going to do something THEN DO IT. But... I guess it's just too easy to get caught up in the rate game, the leveling game... and forgetting the words you speak and who your TRUE friends are. Forgetting and foregoing GREED and POPULARITY contests... yes, apparently that is TOO MUCH to ask!
Well... I'm done!!
If you're taking this to heart, then I guess this is for you. Thank you's are great, but walk the walk if you talk the talk!!! If not... keep your mouth shut!
You know... I've had more "new friends" rate my stuff than ANY of my SO CALLED friends or family!! (No, not all of you.. but again, if you're taking this to heart... then I mean YOU!)
You know.. I leveled MYSELF to Fu-Queen and I'll just bet I do the same leveling to Godmother as well. Why? Cuz I PERSONALLY don't ask for SHIT... the SAD part is... no one seems to notice that I'M getting close and may want or need help... no one offers ME a helping hand... or makes me a bully... so WHY IN THE HELL do I do it for "them"!?!?!?
I guess if I don't have my nose SHOVED up your ass and pretending that you're the greatest thing since sliced bread, you won't notice me!! You won't notice the GENUINE person behind all that I do to HELP you in your little quest for Fubar fame and greatness. I guess only the greedy lil bitches get your attention... the ones that NEED to point out "LOOK AT ME... I JUST RATED ALL YOUR PICS... I JUST MADE YOU A BULLY... I JUST PUT YOU ON MY COMMENT LINE... ETC". You know the kind... THOSE are the SAME ones that always have... "F/A/R/B/C ME... LOVE ME... I WANT THIS AND I WANT THAT... "
Again, I DO love helping people and I do it cuz I want to... and I have no expectations. I just HATE IT when people go back on their word cuz they're caught up in the GAME! Fubar is a GAME... I AM NOT!!!!
GO PLAY ELSEWHERE!!!!!!!
