eviltaz247 FUWIFE to Scooter Blackand Re's blog: "dialysis or transplant"

well thank you to all that has prayed for me and im am home now and doing so much better!!!!! I start out patient dialysis starting wednesday i will be going monday-wednesday-fridays at 3:15 and have to sit there for 4hrs each time i am there i was just wanting to update and let all you know how and whats going on and why im not on much lately so hang in there with me and we can raise hell together for i have already started and being myself again but mush ordniary then ever thank you and god bless all of you have a good one and take care !!!!!!! hugs and kisses to all. xoxo

i am going to gone for a few days they are admitting me in the hospital Friday am, i am very scared and just wanted u to know that i am thinking and praying about this they are starting inpatient dialysis finally, so please keep in touch and if you need udates u may go to scooter blacks page and he can give u updates, i will put his link here so that u may get to his page from here and please keep me in formed of whats going on in your lifes that can cheer me up at this time I miss all of my friends, family, and fans and i wish you all the best , but i will be back to raise hell as usual monday i hope then i will be outpatient ofter they adjust meds and get me stable till then i love you all for you have been a good friend even though we only chat here i will still mis you all and sending my computer away to get fixed wile i am gone thank you and take care and please say a pray and keep me in your thoughts. much love to all of you that ave been concerned, take it easy and if you would to call and see how i am doing cell god bless everybody an thanks for the support i have recieved, pretty emotional right now but i wll be just fine SCOOTER BLACK ~Eviltaz247's KEEPER~

@ fubar leave im a message on my page for scooter or go directive to his page for updates on my conditon. hugs and kises to all of you

I went to a class today on my pre-transplant kidney and I have also went to the dialysis classes. My problem im having is the decision to go on dialysis and then get a transplant or just remain on dialysis forever till I am comfortable enough to go thru the transplant procedure. To be honest im scared as hell about the transplant, if I do reject it then im back to where I started, or if its a success then i can get back to normal and not to relay on a machine to keep me alive. But the precentage of rejection is pretty low according to them. And then I need to figure out if I want on a donor list or do I put my family or friends to the trouble of seeing if they are a match for me as a living donor, ITS ALOT HARDER ON THE DONOR THEN IT IS ONN THE RECIEPTIANT AND I CANT SEE PUTTING MY LOVED ONES THROUGH THE PAIN JUST FOR ME? CAN SOMEBODY MAYBE HELP ME OUT HERE I WOULD LIKE TO KNOW IF SOMEONE KNOWS OF ONE THATS GONE THROUGH THE TRANSPLANT OR DIALYSIS AND WHAT THEIR EXPERIENCE IS AND I KNOW EVERYONE IS DIFFERENT BUT I NEED SUPPORT RIGHT NOW AND HELP WITH THIS DESCION ITS A VERY HARD ONE I HAVE QUIT A FEW THAT WANT TESTED AS LIVING DONOR BUT I DONT WANT TO SEE THEM HURTING FROM KEEPING ME LIVING AND WATCHING THEM SUFFER EITHER WAY I DECIDE TO GO SO PLEASE LEAVE ME A COMMENT ON IF YOU WERE IN MY SHOES WHAT WOULD U DO? THANK YOU AND HAVE A GOOD ONE HUGS AND KISSES TO EVERYONE XOXO