DEAR ,DEAR DIARY
I'm going to tell you a storyAbout a confused little girlAbout how she was broken inside And kept her pain hidden from the world.Here you'll find extracts from her diary About how she went away You'll find a letter from her mother Written on that sad day.So without further adoLet me tell you about that girl's painThe pain that was invisible for so longAnd is now driving her mother insane.1st DecemberDear, Dear Diary I've been a bad, bad girl I lied to myself and thoughtThat I really COULD take on the world.2nd DecemberDear, Dear Diary I'm doing everything wrong I'm such a stupid idiot To think that I could be strong.3rd DecemberDear, Dear DiaryI don't know who I am Sometimes I think if I went away No one would really give a damn.4th December.Dear, Dear DiaryI don't know how much more I can take Maybe if I ended things nowIt would be better for everyone's sake.5th December Dear, Dear Diary All I do it seems is cry When was I last happy? Why do I wish to die?6th December Dear, Dear Diary I don't know what to do No one sees my hidden pain No one knows that I am blue.7th December Dear, Dear Diary I have to get away from this place I can't stay here any longer To die young, IS my fate.8th December Dear, Dear Diary Everything is ready to go It's amazing how happy I feel Now I don't have to stay here anymore.9th December Dear, Dear Diary This will be my very last day I love you but good bye It's time for me to go away.Later on that nightWhen she didn't come down for tea Her mother went to fetch her Calling her name and shouting 'Anwser me!'Her mother entered the bedroom And she froze still in shock Slowly from side to side Her body began to rock.There right in front of her .Her little girl lay on her bed Empty pill bottles around herHer diary near her head.Her mother rushed over to her She was screaming her name She checked for a pulse but the body was cold She collapsed to the floor hysterical with pain.Her mother slowly moved to the diary And began reading each page She sobbed even harder Her whole body filled with rage.Her baby had been in painAnd she hadn't had a clue The girl had said it herself : No one knows I am blue.Now weeks have passed Since that girl's death Her mother will mourn for herT ill her own dying breath.Her little girl's room Looks exactly the same But if you go in there You'll find a letter filled with pain.It rests on her pillow case Where her diary was found No one can touch or read it This place is out of bounds.But there's a girl up in Heaven Who knows what that letter does say She knows it word for word She reads it every day.Dear My Beautiful Girl,I wish you had come to me To talk about your pain With you gone so suddenly Nothing will ever be the same.I wish I'd had some clue To how you really felt I don't know if I can take The pain that I've been dealt.I really didn't know you were in pain Why didn't I see?I failed in my duty to protect you Will you ever forgive me?I miss you so much that it hurts I can't sleep at night My beautiful, baby girl How long were things not right?I love you so, so much Did you ever know that?One day we'll be reunited And I'll have won you back.RIP, my Angel.Love always, your best friend
