Number one: T or another friend i've known considerably longer?
The logical answer would be T, with whom i already have a stable relationship (at what stage i've no idea) and a planned excursion. However, my other friend, H by initial, is a longtime friend who is in need of something considerably more than a moody, retarded farm-boy with anger management issues and a penchant for hitting women (and i am most fucking CERTAINLY not speaking of myself). It's been said that at this point, she needs a gentleman...guess who is the only gentleman in town? At this point, one would be facepalming and muttering "Fuck." Would I be thinking with my dick on this? Both are, to say the least, stacked, H a little more than T, but still...
Dilemma 2: Continue living in the states or go to britain?
A friend of my parent is offering a few rooms in a flat in Britain. I have made it no secret that I would love to go to Britain...but this would be to live. this would take me away from everything (and everyone) i know. I want to stay in the states...but i want to go to britain...so i either give up my life here, and make a new one in britain...or i try to make a life of my own here, while my parent goes off to the Olde Countree with their friend.
What the fucking FUCK?
My best friend? Or a good friend in need?
New life in the land of my dreams? Old life in the land that i know?