Dear Me,
Sometimes I sit here cheerful and happy but most of the time I sit thinking and letting the darkness fall all around me. I thought being single was going to be easy. I thought that things would be fine. Then I sit here late at night all alone and wonder how will I sleep tonight there is no one to hold me close and keep the darkness from swollowing me whole. I have tried everything to kill this empty dark feeling and every time I am alone again I ask myself, what is wrong with me? Will I ever find that person that will complete me, The one who will chase the darkness away for good? Will I ever be truly loved for who I am as a person??? I know this person is out there somewhere and I am hoping that he finds me really soon!!!! Or maybe I have already found him and don't even know it yet>
Love,
Me
