BabyBella's blog: "Things I Write"

Sometimes I wonder will we ever be happy

Will people ever just let us be

As I sit and wait for you no one knows the weekness i feel because i need you so

I need to have you lift this weight off my shoulders so I can finally let go

Just for a while i need you to be mommy and daddy

so that I can be ME

I need you to cover me with your love and protection

to remove all the outer worlds rejection

COME HOME TO ME SOON BABY!!!!

Undress me with your mind

you continue to see the beauty i deny

your thoughts of my can not be declined

to the inperfections you turn a blind eye

You begin to open my eyes

show me the perfect woman from the inside

about my person do I begin to fantisize

I no know the real meaning of self pride

No longer will I self degrade

but sing self praise from the high

you have taught  me to be unafraid

giving me words to live by

my secret I thank you

to you I am ever so greatful

my self neglect you have sliced through

I no long have the need to be self hateful

I have longed so long to let go

give over all control

have no fear to show

just hand over my soul

I want to be yours to mold

I am yours with complete submission

your domination untold

I will serve you with ambition

as the rain clears..I wipe away my tears..for the love i cryed....may it rest in peace because it has died