BabyBella's blog: "THINGS I WROTE WHEN I WAS A TEENAGE MOM"

I got sent home from a date way to soon. I loved a man way to much. I grew close and he pushed me away. All I want is for a man to care for me as much I care for him. As I sit alone in this cold dark room I think of the ways I loved him. I try so hard to hell him how I feel but the wrong words get in the way. I ask myself,how could I tell him how I feel before its to late; before i get hurt again? he sent me home with unfinished words!

Where were you when I was born? At home drinking your old friend! Where were you when I fell of my bike? Sitting with you bottle! Where were you when I saw a monster under my bed? Downing the beer! Where were you when I had my first crush? Once again you were drinking your heart out! Where were you when I needed you in my life? You were drinking yours away!!!

Give me peace and happiness. Take away all the pain and ugliness. Show me a place where there is no vilence or drugs. Where people are happy. Show me a town where there are no rapes. Give me peace and happiness.

A red rose is a symbol of a persons love for another. The petals are oh so soft but the thorns can hurt oh so much.

In a fools eye all they see is a person to make them feel wanted. In a fools eye they see someone to beat and abuse. In a fools eye all they want is to drink their life away. in a fools eye all they want is money in their hand and a woman in their bed.

By the abandoned roads This lonely child Cries into the winter air

Careful young child and look where you play... There lurks a stranger

To the en of the road To the end of the stream I'll take the low road and you will take the high road and we will share our dreams

Dreams, others have many. I only have one, to be able to give my children what i never had; hope!