Woo's blog: "Steph's Musings...."

So as some of you know I'm in a rather unhealthy relationship. And its only gotten worse. He has absolutely nothing nice to say to me at all. At lunch my son asked if we could do prayer and he started saying goofy things kids say and my asshole of a husband chimed in saying "and please help my lazy wife find a job." in prayer!??! I couldn't believe he did that. I have been searching for a job. Have sent out 30 some applications/resumes in the last 2 weeks. He's just so negative towards me all the time. I can't even bring myself to sleep in the same bed as him anymore, let alone have sex with him. I'm so tired of him. I really want him gone.I cant do this anymore. He's killing any self esteem I had left. I've been trying to better myself and he just isnt helping. I've asked him for a seperation and he just won't take me seriously. *sigh* i dont know what to do anymore!!