Time to make choices
Listen to those voices
walking on eggshells
being put through hell
I know she is not well
but it's not my fault
it is like I am being caught
between heaven and hell
just because she isn't well
if you only knew
how fast she blows
up at everything
only very few
times does she not
become so hot
under the collar
so why do I bother
because she is my mother
and I do love her
but I don't know how much more I can take
I think we need to take a break
from each other
I know it is the chemo talking
but it is so hard to constantly be walking
on eggshells
and being in hell
I think it is time to listen to those voices
and makes some choices
