Spinning twisting turning
Round and round my bed
Spinning twisting turning
Fighting thoughts inside my head
Yelling screaming hitting
I’ve seen it al before
Yelling screaming hitting
She’s laying on the floor
Bedtime nightmares darkness
I don’t want to sleep
Bedtime nightmares darkness
Memories I don’t want to keep
Memories flashbacks horror
I’m scared to close my eyes
Memories flashbacks horror
Lost with in your lies
Depression murder lost
I swear with my right hand
Depression murder lost
I still don’t understand
Confusion grief refuge
Listen to what I say
Confusion grief refuge
I try to run away
Hurt despair discomfort
I remember every touch
Hurt despair discomfort
And it became to much
Searching wanting needing
Answers I cant obtain
Searching wanting needing
Happiness I cant gain
Words knives wounds
All hurt so deep inside
Words knives wounds
Now I know you lied
Hopeless death suicide
I had to end it all
Hopeless death suicide
He knew I had to fall
