Well thats whats sitting in front of me, so thats what I am gonna title it. I guess I am just at a loss for words or actions. I am at this crossroads where I don't know where to go or how to get there. Its not like I don't try, it just seems bad shit turns up at every road. No nothing new has happened; it is an ongoing event. I hide it, shelter it from everyone else and pretend nothing it wrong. Do I want to discuss it further from this post with anyone? No, not really. Will more blogs come up about it? More than likely. I guess my only wonder about this thing is, shit happens for a reason, but what is the reason this shit is happening? I have grown to the point to realize that there is nothing I can do about it and I just accept it no matter what I do. Is it to the point of dying over it? Of course not. Nothing could bring me to the point of that. Its like I have become numb to the effects of stupid shit that happens on a day to day basis that I almost really care less about what happens, yet at the same time I grow tired of hiding in the shadows. Lost yet? Yeah, so am I.
