Yeah more than meets the eye and hell no I am not a robot in disguise. I think my disguise is the internet. I talk to people and most of them are women. Now the real question.. would I talk to them person? Probably not, not unless they spoke to me first or I was forced to talk to them like if I was at work or something. Yeah I know I hear it all the time, it is nothing special, just talk to them like you would talk to anyone else you know, and they will talk to you back. Yeah yeah easier said than done. I have been married twice, have 2 kids by the first marriage, and you would think this an easy task by now. Hell most of the GFs I have met have been online and eventually we hit met in person so talking to them face to face is a bit harder for me to do. I don't really consider myself an exciting person(yeah I know, great way to sell myself) and I think with the way my marriages ended it almost sets me back and takes away all hope. Ok, not all hope, but most of it. I have a trouble being flirty and I think its mostly bc of whats happened to me relationship wise I am subconsciously blocking it out or something. I concentrate more on getting to know about the person by facts and info they tell me than by the way the mood strikes. I dunno know I am starting to think too much and it is clogging up my thought process. I think thats my problem.. I just think too much instead of doing.
