Once in the comfort surroundings of the bar,Jesse ordered a shot of Goldshlugger and slammed down a white Russian, before she called Bob, and told him where she was. While awaiting his arrival, she ordered another round of both the shot and the drink. She couldn't help to be nervous, she knew she had to tell him the truth. Unsure of how to tell him, or how he would even take it, she knew that it had to all come out. She was hoping it wouldn't make him change his mind, she felt the safest when he was around, she had developed 2 different personalities. He was the only person she could let her sexuality soar, he only knew her as that personality, she never introduced the other personality, she was sure that he saw glimpses of it, but also sure, he didn't notice there were 2 of her, and that by day, her life was led totally different than it was led at night. It was too confusing for her to explain that to him, hell she didn't quite understand it herself. He walked in the bar looking as handsome as ever, he ordered a draft.
"How have you been , Jessica? " He asked. Jesse would later understand that when he called her by her whole name, he was showing his care for her. To him when he said the word Jessica, it was a sign of love he would never own up to. "We need to talk" She blurted out "But this is not the time or the place."
" Are you trying to tell me , you don't want to see each other anymore, he prodded. No, not that, she stammered nervously. Are you pregnant , he accused Hell no was her only response.
Than what is it Jesse, he almost sounded like a frightened child sitting there.
I promise I will tell you everything, but you have to keep an opened mind and this might just work, Have you ate dinner yet? He asked No, I haven't had a chance to slow done to think about eating.
