Sometimes to change something simple in your life, you have to change something complex about your life. Now I don't associate with people that I care for if I don't feel that their actions back their words or if the quality of respect they have for me isn't quality at all. Nothing personal, nothing vengeful I'm just simply looking out for the well being of my mind. I'm not looking for explanations or accusations I'm simply not looking. I realized that have been delaying my life. I didn't know why but I believe I was waiting for someone to share the next stage of my life with and I got caught up in a few peoples lives that I thought had potential of being that person. Now that I realized this I'm not waiting anymore. I may not find that person in fact maybe I don't want to. My plans always been the same my life's always what I expected it to be. All I got to do is live it alone or with someone else. It doesn't matter it's just time to move on both mentally and physically. I'm not waiting around to see who wants to go with me or stopping and picking up hitch hikers anymore. It's Me Myself and I and were flying down the interstate of life at 110 miles an hour. You should be so lucky if I happen to rest in your area of life but keep in mind as someone else told me before "I'm just passing through dawg" thats some of the best advice I have ever heard. Now I'm going to put some action behind those words. I hope for nothing but the best for those I leave behind, we could of went together but unfortunately there isn't an actual midnight train going any where, but if there was hmmmmmmm what a trip we would have.
