so another day...running around like a crazy woman... saw someone last night that i may never see again...which is kinda hard to deal with at the moment... it was a nice goodbye....but i just wish i had one more day to spend with him...just one more time...but then i guess i would keep wishing for "just once more..." i dont think he knows how much im going to miss him...his touch..his kiss..his hugs..his laugh...all of it...if i would have never met him i would have never known love again...ya..love...it was happening..but then i had to reality check and remember he was leaving from the start...but im a girl so we never actually listen to the reality part of the brain...lol...so its gonna be tough for a while thinking about all those good times and the times i wish we could have...so idk...life is life it gets tough so i put on a helmet and i got shot in the heart...go figure
