well everyone here it is.....it is finally done with forever and ever...he broke my heart once again...but this time i knew it would happen...i had to learn for myself what love is and what love feels like when its broke... gotta say good bye, gotta pick up the pieces, gotta stop crying... hes with her now... jordin sparks got it right saying... when you put ur hand in the fire sooner or later you get what ur asking for...he doesnt want me...ya i know sucks to realize that ur not wanted by anyone, hurts feeling like trash, misery is my new name and its my game...now i loved you once i needed protection...i loved you twice...i needed a flack jacket, a m-16, and the calvary to back me up...but there you go you win... i put up my white flag...just remember you came back to me...you called me, you texted me... i apologize that i let my guard down, im sorry for the feelings that i had for you and im sorry that i loved and cared about... i was walking away from you and you roped me back in and hung me by the neck...now im dangling... the life is leaving me....im turning blue from the thought of you...i will never think of you again...and if i do it will not be of you but the memory of you.... but guess what it didnt kill me....god knows it almost did kill me... but what doesnt kill me only makes me stronger...so good bye....this is the last time i will write of you directly....you know who you are and most of the others reading this know who you are... so that is it....done forever and ever....hope you get ur happy ending cuz you left me here waiting for mine....*dont let the door hit you where the good lord split you!!*
