My heart is broken. Trust me, thats not just an expression, I felt it, every single piece breaking from the whole. I still love her. Its true, that first love, its true love, dont you ever let it go. Fight for it, even if it seems pointless. Ill never give up. Jessica, I love you, and always will. Until dying days come. And even in death, forever urs.

I so need her. God help me.
I will love her forever and not a day less...

Jessica doesnt wanna look at me anymore. Ive fought all my family and friends blindly for her.

How is it possible that my heart beats for her, and hers beats against me?
How is it possible that I still remember and she doesnt even care?
Memory on Jessica is slowly faddeing tho, but remains long enough to hurt. I wish it all could go away. Or just me I'll be the one to leave.

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