I give up on trying to fix it, this mess dealt to me to make right
It's not okay, but I'll say it is to make you smile
Wipe away my tears as I laugh through the pain I cause
Blame me more I don't care, you matter not to me anymore,
sick of waking up crying cause of my dreams and screaming out for help just to wiped clean and told to deal
I know the reason you do this its a cycle, I refuse to conform too
A branded anarchist, I'm the chaos in your life, have been since I was little
I'm the reason you wake in the night to make sure the door are locked
I'll never be you and thats what kills you the most
I refuse to be a robot for everyone, doing what I'm told and saying my hands are bound
I refuse to shatter lives around me just to keep my secrets silent
