I watched him
walk away for the last time
and I wanted to scream
I never wanted to leave like this
after a night of no affection
no love, no thoughtful words
My heart breaks
but no tears are coming
not tonight
too numb
Tomorrow morning,
8 am
is the start of the new life
without him
without anyone that cares
maybe sleep will come
if I am that lonely
maybe I can make it on my own
better than here
but I dont want to make it without him.
I didnt mean to fall
but I did, and hard too
Never meant to.
It's so hard now.
I dont want to say goodbye,
knowing it could be the very last time I ever see him.......
