i woke up this morning with a smile...
love has been unkind to me...sometimes....
but it has been kind to me ...most of the times...
just realized i've been hurting by a love that i don't even know if it's there...
weighed down by something full of maybes and what ifs...
since when did i turn into a whiny gutless bitch?...
haven't felt this good since my pattaya ordeal...
meeting you was great and we had a good time...
i let my heart took over my head...let my guard down...
i guess all these years of loneliness...even if it's by choice...really messed up my mind...
it did scare me...thinking of you....missing you...
but now i'll do it fondly...
i'll remember you with all the sweetness of the blossoms in may...
with the warmth of the summer rain...
i'll remember you with a smile...not with sadness...
so long...tommy baby...i've loved you....with no regrets...
remember....dream as if you'll live forever....
live as if you'll die tomorrow....
now i'll gladly ride into the sunset...but this time...
i'll ride with the freedom of an eagle when she flies....