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Well today fuckin sucked so much. My boyfriend said he would call me back and never did. Then I went to my neighbors to go trail riding with them but I heard them talking shit about me so I was trying to leave but they kept trying to get me to stay which was bull shit so as they were loading into the cars I just went home cause I didn't want to be the ass of everyones jokes the whole night so I just left. But the whole time I was there they didn't want me to leave and then when I get home noone even cared enough to text me to see where I had gone or to see if I was ok. I am so done trying to be in a relationship and I am done trying to be friends with people. I always end up being treated like shit. This is so stupid I just wish I could find a guy who doesn't want to play game and that doesn't want just sex from me and I am done teying to be friends with people. I'm a nice person untill you piss me off and I am now VERY pissed off so you know what the Bitch has come out I am so done with being nice to ppeople eho treat me like shit. I just wish I could move out of this fucking state and get away from all the damn drama and start all over with a clean slate and not know anyone, I think that it would be so much better for me. I just need to get away from everything here. I mean I dont want to move faar away from my family but I think it would be so much better for me. If I had the money right now I would already be way the fuck out of this town and out of this state. But no I have no money so I am stuck in this hell whole with all the drama and all the fake people who only want to start shit with me. You want to think that I am a big Bitch well hunny you haven't seen anything yet, I can promise you that. So yeah today was a very shitty day for me. I am trying so hard to make my relationship work and I am not getting anything back in return so yeah I am just giving up.I just dont care anymore. So yeah I am so fucking done with all this shit in my life I just wish I could find someone that would help me forget it all so I wasn't trying to deal with all this shit.
sorry for the language but I am so honest and truely pissed off with my whole life right now.
