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jinx1992's blog: "On my mind"

created on 08/01/2012  |  http://fubar.com/on-my-mind/b349527

8/18/12

Ok so today started out pretty shitty yet again. I was just glad that I could drink my pain away last night. The only bad thing about that was that I got really drunk because I was drinking on an empty stomach. But I ended up passing out and didn't wake up till 2pm today. 

I am just pissed off right now cause my so called boyfriend hasn't called me in almost 24 hours which is so stupid.  It really makes me not want to be with him anymore because he has changed so much. I mean before we started dating he would call me every day multipul times a day and then now since we are dating he only calls maybe 3 times a day if I am lucky and we dont talk for very long. So he has changed so much. 

I just wish things for me would just get better because I am a nice girl and I am a total sweetheart. The only time I am actually a total bitch is when I get super pissed off.  I never do anything mean to anyone. I dont start anything with anyone and I dont start drama or anything. I just dont understand why my life is so messed up. It totally sucks for me right now. 

But yeah this whole relationship is so messed up and I thought it would be different. At the time that we got together I wasn't even looking for a guy to be with because I had totally given up on trying to find someone to be with and then out of nowhere here he is wanting to be with me and he was being so sweet to me and making me feel so good about myself. But I guess he was wanting something else and that isn't what I want in a relationship. I want something serious and not just sex. Is that so hard to find, or even give to someone.

:(

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