Ok well today was an ok day. I didn't have to baby sit(thank god) and I got a new bed. But I'm not looking forward to tomorrow because I do have to baby sit and clean the basement more. But I cant really complain to much about baby sitting because I am at least making some money. I just wish I had a better paying job so I could save up money faster so I could move out plus I would love to have extra money so I can do other things instead of just handing it all over to my mom(yes I still live with my mom and that is only because of the fact that I dont have money to move out).
But I guess I am single again because the guy that I am suppoed to be dating isnt talking to me yet again. And I am getting so tired of him ignoring me for no reason at all. I mean I didnt do anything but love him and he is walking all over me and treating me like shit and ignoreing me. Can someone please tell me what I should do to get a guy to stop playing games with me, I am tired of guys only wanting sex from me and nothing more. I mean when I am in a relationship I like to wait for at least a month to see how well it will work out and then I will decide wheather or not I will have sex with them or not, adn it is so stupid that guys leave me because I wont have sex with them or when I do have sex with them they leave me because they got what they wanted.
Ugh my life is sucking some major dick right now and I wish I could find some new friends and a new guy that will be there for me through thick and thin and will help me out with my problems that I have been having but it is like super hard for me to find anyone that is like that. :(