I've always wrote about the bad in my life
Always emphasized on my lows and my strife
But there's a story left untold
And I feel as if it's time to let it unfold
Such as I didn't fight to get ahead
I used my intelligence instead
And I deserve this place in life I've built
I will never allow myself to get swallowed by guilt
Because there was no pretty face to get me by
No rich parents to act as my ally
I relied on deception and manipulation
Until I miraculously bloomed and learned to use temptation
Such a sad world when tits and ass control a man
Something I could never comprehend
But it was my ticket to rise
While the need for admiration led to an unseen surprise
I had fallend in love
And I saw it as a sign from above
As the one thing that became my decline in power and demise
I could no longer embrace this horrible facade
No longer deny the destrustion I brought
For it was the answer I had so longingly sought