I have just been thinking... We make a few friends some show their true self and stay by your side.. Some shows respect, loyalty, friendship and love. Some have lost by distance, sickness and death. Some may know your strong points, as well as your weakness...
There are some that are true,
Some that are there every day,
Some that you miss....
....
...
...But then there are some you won't...
There are some that use you and think of your friendship as
...a game...
Why we put thought into the ones that hurt us the most?
Why even care?
If you're like me... I don't take a friendship for granted.
Cherish the ones closet to me the most..
Yea, there is downfall for being that way.. maybe at times a little niave..
Call it what you want..
Don't give me the "Gimme this, and I'll do this for you"
What, when & how.... I'll show ya a friendship in off the wall out-of- blue
My friendship is true for who the ones who are just there to put a smile on my face, when they know I need it the most... a simple message that says ~hugs~ a heart... some message to show they are thinking of me like I am thinking of them....
Don't take friendships for granted.. keep in touch...
I am missing my best friend that I known since 1983... we lost touch after a year or so when I moved.... She moved....
Few months back we got in touch... Didn't know that mentally she was sick that On Dec. 11th... I lost her... I won't get into details... But I keep remembering all the good times and all the trouble we got in... She never asked anything from me as i never did from her as for money wise.. When one needed a laugh,,,the other made sure we did... when we needed a shoulder, junk food session, when we just wanted to act goofy... drive over miles a way... just to take a walk, gossip... drama-free...
Younger years.. act out like one was the dancer.. the other was the singer or yes,,, even a silly rapper at times..
Shared or discussed some views,,, no. we did not always agree...
If we fought... we made up right away,,,
What happened to lose track...?? she kept moving... letters lost.,forgetting her parents phone number,,, or no cell to call at the time..
How did I find her after all these years? A different site I started to go on.. found her brother,,, typed to both... few months later,,, no word from her then all of a sudden.... I was told what happened recently...
I am sorry for what ever pain she went through all these years yea I know.. no ones fault.. there isn't any...
I am sorry for the loss towards her other friends and her family...
She will always be missed by me
Love & miss you Kimmy,,,,,
Jan. 1971- Dec. 2009
To end this note...
Don't take true friendship for granted...or even family for that matter...
Stay in touch...put a smile on their face either out-of-the-blue...
Keep telling your friends you love them...
I ran out of things to say, so I'll end right here...
p.s. Don't rate this,,,, it is not for the points........
.....Not this
Insane Melody a.k.a.
Susann
