so i am sitting here on a boring sunday night kinda reading an kinda watching my lounge with my old man on air, good old normal ole life. when low and behold my ex bestfriend IM's me. says "did you move yet?" and i says "why?" and he says to me " jus didnt want to run into you at a bar or something downtown." so i reply with "dont worry you wont." he just got out of jail. now he was mad at me abd ended our friendship before he went in because i found someone who makes me happy enough that id move clear acrossed the country for. i love how they throw the word bestfriend around and try to dictate your life. fuckin awesome. i ended up telling him hes not my fuckin dad and he told me to grow up and then welcomed me to the iggy bin. gawd i am glad we were close. i love the way life is full of pretend fuckin ppl who use and use and use. i used to take him to the bar with me abd blow 100.00$ on fuckin 2 dollar beers in one night on just me and him. ofcourse now that i dont do that and my attention and time is somewhere else i am not worth the friendship. he never had shit to bring t the table. i gave and gave and still gave and all he did was take. but he was my best friend so what did it matter? he was someone i thought i was close to and so i was blind to it. so now heres me growing up and telling you adam faulkner to piss off and fuck you very much. i am sick of bring walked on and ppl wanting me to be miserable so i make them happy. not doing it anymore. i am going to take my chance and livemy life and do what makes me happy. so yes i am moving to louisiana. anyone who doesnt like it can join adam.
