I try to breathe...
Memories overtaking me.
I try to face them but,
the thought is too much to concieve.
I only know that I can change...
Everything else, just stays the same.
So now I step out of the darkness,
that my life became 'cause...
I just needed someone to talk to,
you were just too busy with yourself.
You were never there for me to express how I felt,
I just stuffed it down.
Now im older and i feel like,
I could let some of this anger fade.
But it seems the surface I am scratching,
is the bed that i have made.
So where were you?
When all this I was going through?
Never took the time to ask me just what you could do.
I only know that I can change...
Everything else, just stays the same.
So now I step out of the darkness,
that my life became 'cause...
I just needed someone to talk to,
you were just too busy with yourself.
You were never there for me to express how i felt,
I just stuffed it down.
Now im older and i feel like,
I could let some of this anger fade.
But it seems the surface I am scratching,
is the bed that i have made.
But I never meant to fade....
Away.
Never meant to fade...
I just needed someone to talk to,
you were just too busy with yourself.
You were never there for me to express how i felt,
I just stuffed it down.
Now im older and I feel like,
I could let some of this anger fade.
But it seems the surface I am scratching,
is the bed that i have made.