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It has been a long time since I typed anything. I'm not really sure what is going to come out now.
I'm just typing and going with the flow.
Feeling a bit lost lately. A little disengaged. Day after day, night after night surrounded by my own thoughts. My friends have their own life, they aren't interested in mine. Then again, I have a hard time letting anyone past my barriers. Just when I think I have my emotions in check, a tear finds its way down my cheek. I capture it with my sleeve of toughness but another one just replaces the captured one. It becomes a never ending cycle.
No one sees this, of course. This is my own private nightmare. A nightmare I can't seem to awaken from.
Someone needs to shake me or something.
sheesh
