I sat here, trying to describe him... words failed me. After the last man in my life broke my heart at the worst possible time... I swore off all relationships and love...
So, this guy would have to be something fucking amazing in order to get me to open up and let my guard down again........... that's just what he did.
My friends call him a lucky bastard, but I think they might have it wrong. At a time in my life when I wasn't looking for anything, he walks into my world and gives me everything. I'm the lucky one.
I can't describe him... words wouldn't do justice- but he's changed my world, and I'm loving every moment of it.
I should be scared, running like hell........... maybe he just did what so many have tried and failed- tamed the Nix. I have no desire to be anywhere else but in his presence.
*********UPDATE********************
I'm not dating this person anymore. I've grown, moved on, and am on my way to becoming the person I most wanted to be before I let my illness and a toxic relationship keep me from my dreams. Onward and upward (literally-I'm becoming a helicopter pilot)
