love is a funny thing sometimes it just never fades Even when it is apparent that it was misplaced. I'm in a quandary atm feeling confused and lost you see my ex has decided suddenly that he was a fool for how he treated me. Explained alot of stuff made sense but just cuz it makes sense does it excuse how he treated me? just because i love him and my heart is loyal do I give him another chance with hiS cruel words still echoing in my head? how does one forget i dont love you how does one forget your a fat ugly useless cunt how does one forget hearing noone will ever want you for more then a fuck i realize yes he was angry when he said these things but thats not an excuse is it? specially since the words never fit the crime how does no im not in the mood or no Iam busy today i cant follow you around today like a lost puppy warrent that kind of treatment even if the reson he got mad was becuse he felt we were growing apart when that wasnt the case for me my life had simply become to busy to give him 24 hr 7 days a week undivided attion he wants me back now claims to see the error of his ways but how can i trust he wont get angry again or turn his back on me again i may love him and might even forever but i deserve my no matter what dont i? i deserve someone will love me want me respect me no matter what
