I'm bleeding
I'm open
i need someone to help me
you try and help me
but i push you away
then when your gone
i cry and wish you where here
but there is nothing i can do
because they are my own mistakes
not yours
I'm giving up
i need some help
but every time someone try's to help me
i push them away
it's my own fault
don't worry about me
i don't care
I'm bleeding
I'm open
my mind has slowed
i don't feel it anymore
i don't feel the pain that is supposed to be there
love
hope
peace
pride
try
live
die
every thing we hold near
or fear
it doesn't matter
not to me anyways
i have nothing to prove
I'm moving on
this is living
what I'm doing
it's dying
it is my living
i died emotionally long long ago
now I'm dying physically
my wrists are bleeding
the blood is dripping
there's no stopping it
I'm falling to peaces
pray for me
i don't have the faith to survive on my own
i ask for help
maybe it will help
maybe I'm scared
but it's easier to walk away from everything
then to try and fix what has already happened
im bleeding
im open
