A Blast from the Past pt 2
She sees something in me
How can she see past my smoke and mirrors?
I can’t get past my own skeleton
But she sees that and still wants me for me
I am stuck; my mind is in a maze of love
My heart is in a chamber at the end of nowhere
My perception is deceiving me
I am letting my self down and don’t know how
I have mastered sabotaging my feelings I have
Simply to avoid the pain
But the pain lies within the act.
I am hurting myself
I am my own worst enemy
I can’t stop her from loving me
So I stop myself from loving me
The enemy lies within
She wants to be loved the way she wants to be loved
And I am too stubborn to let it happen
Not in a selfish manner
But more like trying to help her help me
By not letting me fall or her fall for that matter
But she sees something in me
She sees past my song and dance
She knows I that I know how to romance
She stays patient but I can’t wait
I want it over before it starts
But she pulls me out of the dark
The end of nowhere the place I have learned to dwell
She knows I love her
It ain’t hard to tell
She knows my love excel and prevails
@joefresh
2/07
