You can't always know how beautiful life is until it flashes before you. Bits and pieces of you are suddenly a film. Chapter for chapter you relive every moment of your life in what could very well be the end of your lifetime. Black and white becomes your world. There is no more color. Rain dances loudly, pouring down on your blossoming self. All you wanted to know, all you longed to feel... is now a picture. You paint the picture a million times, trying to perfect it. The picture of you in your last moment, the rising of your spirit to the clouded Heavens. Why is it when we reach the clouds, we gain clarity... but we always say how cloudy our mind is to describe the inability to think clearly? I see myself living life by the ocean, painting pictures of my soul. I'd paint pictures of yours as well seeing as I read your book every time I gaze into your eyes or see your smile. All I have to do is close my eyes and I see you. I see all I want to be is with you. You're the completion of me, and I have yet to hold your hand. I want you to hold me. I want you to tell me everything is going to be okay. I want so desperately for the rain to fade and for the rainbow to appear. I don't want a rainbow painted red, orange, yellow, green, blue and violet. I've never been that girl. I love beautiful colors, but I want a life simpler than that. I want a black and white rainbow. Black and white rainbows are the most beautiful kind because you can always change the colors inside your mind. You can imagine it to be any way you'd like. I'd love more than anything to be your rainbow as you are mine. I write to you, my soul mate, whomever you may be. I write to you, longing for you to be by my side, writing this book with me.... called our life. I know one day we will paint together by the ocean. It may not be with a brush, but it will be with our laughs, our smiles, our words, our expressions. You are my rainbow. Our love will send the rain to it's death. There will never again be darkness no matter what hour of day it is. You will shine, and I will shine with you. We will be the stars. We will be eternity. Our hearts will unite forevermore under the endless sky of wishes come true. Our life will be a series of black and white rainbows: me and you as one.
