all i want from you for my birthday is to see you for at least one hour, so i can at least pretend for one moment that you are still the person i fell in love with... will you give that one wish to me dave??? i'm begging you, please make that one wish come true.... because only you can.... i leave in the middle of july.... my aunts driving up here to get me and all my things... i'm not comeing back... ever... i have no reason to, because i have no life here, and i never will... you had my hopes up at one point, but just like everything else in my life that fell through too, so now i'm leaving because i have nothing else to look forward to... and this isn't a guilt trip, and it isn't bitching at you..... it's me simply stateing the truth.... after i move i would like you to deleate me from your friends list..... i don't want any reminders of what i fucked up.... i hope you understand why i'm doing this.... i give up... i'm glad i met you dave... but i wish i never had... and i'm so sorry about everything.... I'm In Love With You... But Thats All It Will Ever Be, Is Me In Love With You.... Never The Other Way Around.... and there's no point in waiting anymore for you is there??
