I'm starting to think that feelings get in the way of many many things. I'm tired of being hurt. I just want one thing and i know i'm not going to get it so why try? My outlook on a lot of things is starting to change. Not really for the worst, but not for the best either. I seem to be getting wiser in my train of thinking. If I let this get to me then I know that I have lost the battle I've tried so hard to fight for. The new song on my profile has a meaning and a purpose which is going to go un-noticed. I'm hurt and thats never going to change. So for now I'm going to stop trying,because i'm not in the right position to push it anymore.
